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pay call   


a voice on the telephone repeats
"please deposit one dollar and eighty-five cents"
my hands grip the cold
        clear around the booth I can see wind
        catching tumbleweeds and stacking them

thorny, coffined in glass
    I wait as in ambush
        for the passing of cars:  wrecks
        and alternatives

you can't talk to the voice:
it knows its own language and nobody else's
      "please deposit..."
          if I slam the receiver, will the panes
          crack  –  raying and falling outward?
freedom through violence,
I've thought of that

but glass is everywhere
    here and behind the images
I see my face repeated
        in the yearly file of windshields:
                a madwoman
                muttering numbers to herself

pick the right one, I tell her –
don't collaborate


© 1990 by Beth Stevens