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coming up out of L.A.    

like a diver with strong kicks surfacing
or a colt being born
shaking off the webbed sticky placenta
to stagger around hungry,
insulted, more than a little drunk,
I drive my fury upward
out of L.A.

I had forgotten the face of reality,
the blue-eyed sky
uncompromising as a stripper –
wisps of cloud stuck
here and there for propriety
failing to hide the fact
there will be no rain

molten air flows against me –
I can't breathe for heat
can't see for brightness,
yet I've reached a conclusion
after 13 years chasing what wasn't there –
staring into the sun
won't blind me


© 1990 by Beth Stevens