Man from California
Jesus watches us from the wall
wearing his crown of thorns
oddly light-haired and blue-eyed
like a man from California.
Indistinguishable droplets blood or sweat,
who knows? adorn his brow,
while outside a tearful sky
tied down with power lines
merges into a tepid sea.
We're living in the car,
these kids are hungry! our mother cries
as we perch among cabbage roses
here in hope's bungalow
Till a voice on the television,
blaring in another room, finds us out.
Today is the anniversary
of my son's death, taken
serving his country, the voice intones
all mixed up with another voice,
I'll see nobody now.
You never would, our mother mutters,
as we troop past Jesus
noncommittal on the wall
his face preternaturally calm.
I'd like to think his eyes
must follow where we're going
but the man from California
might not have that much energy.
Sliding away on rain-slick streets,
a mysterious horn warns
at every intersection:
has it some Zen meaning?
If not for our passing here
would judgment horns still sound?
Homeless Jesus (as I've imagined him)
might know...I doubt
the question would occur
to the man from California.
© 2007 by Beth Stevens
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